Disclaimer: I am continuing to mine the riches of Pastor Kyndall Rothaus' recent sermon, "Women, We Are Bent," available here. The following is a slightly-expanded version that I preached at yesterday's undergraduate chapel for the Hardin Simmons undergraduate program at the South Texas School of Christian Studies. In his absence, our president, Dr. Tony Celelli, graciously allowed me the privilege of preaching the President's Chapel.
Collect
Great God who arises with healing in your wings, you call us whose
intellects are crippled by sin to think straight, that our thoughts might honor
you. We come to you confessing that though we cannot obey, yet we desire to be
obedient. "Give what Thou bidst, and then bid what Thou wilt." Make
us straight that we might strengthen others, so that we might love you with all
our minds, and our neighbors as ourselves.
Introduction
Since
this is an academic institution, and since we professors are always harping to
you students about the evils of plagiarism, I'll begin with a disclaimer: The core
exegetical content of this sermon comes from the sermon, "Women, We Are Bent,"
preached by Kyndall Rothaus, pastor of the Covenant Baptist Church in San
Antonio, which you can read and hear in full on the church's website. I'm going
to tweak her application slightly and then add an observation of my own.
Pastor
Rothaus makes the key observation that this woman - and it matters that she is
a woman - is bent over; she occupies less space in the world than God intended.
Rothaus goes on to make the point that our society - including, too often, the
community of faith - kinks women into permanent question marks and insists that
they interrogate their own right to fulfill the Creator's full purpose in them.
"Women," she declares, "take a long time to learn how to stand
tall, how to square our shoulders, how to lift our chins, how to take up our
space."
She's
right, too, but I would like to use her insight to address a different point;
two points, in fact: As you begin your semester as a theology student in the
Hardin Simmons program here at the School of Christian Studies, in your
specific calling as a Christian scholar, I
want you to urge you to take up your space, and lift up your sisters.
Take Up
Your Space
First, take up your space. Luke, the
physician, studs his narrative with medical terminology. She is bowed together (v.11), a diagnosis of
curvature of the spine. She cannot lift
herself up (v.11), Galen the Physician's term for straightening the
vertebrae. Jesus declare her loosed
(v.12), a technical verb for recovery which Jesus places in the perfect tense,
indicating a permanent cure, not a mere remission. She is made straight (v.13), the scientific word for restoring dislocated
parts of the body to their natural position.
Now,
here's my point: The call of Jesus for you as a student is to stand up
straight, to take up your space in the place you rightfully occupy in this
community of Christian scholarship. Do not sidle sideways to the back row of
seats! Do not avoid eye contact until your back bends you into a permanent case
of blackboard blindness. Do not preface every comment with an apology and end
it with a question mark! Do not double your opinions into the smallest possible
package until you half-disappear from a case of scholarly scoliosis and
curvature of the mind! Find your spine and untwist it! Find your mind and
unfold it! Contribute to the ongoing conversation of faith in this place as one
who, by the summons of Jesus Himself, belongs here! Like this woman, glorify
God by finding the freedom in Christ to fill up the fullness of all God intends
for you!
But
one caveat: Taking up space is a privilege premised on a responsibility. And when Jesus saw her, he called her to
him. (v.12) It was not a terribly difficult command: Jesus does not insist
that she walk on water, but he does insist that she walk. And for a woman so
badly bent, even the short shuffle down the central aisle might have seemed
like a marathon. Yet Jesus, who has already proven his ability to heal at
distance (Lk 7.1-10) insists that she invest effort in order to take ownership in
the project of occupying her rightful space.
You
enjoy a privileged place as a student in this school, and Christ's invitation
demands a response of effort. Want to know more than you know. Want to be more
than you are. As Mark Edmundson of the University of Virginia observes,
"Some measure of self-dislike, or self-discontent. . .is a prerequisite
for getting an education that matters." Scholarship, study, hard work,
these are the price of full participation, the required investment that God
multiplies to unearnable dividends. Study
to show thyself approved (2 Tim 2.15), work out what God has worked in,
open your textbooks or close your mouth! A
straight spine that supports an empty mind substitutes the presumption of
arrogance for the praise of enlightenment. Don't worry if your mental pace is
slow; don't worry if your academic gait lacks grace; don't worry if your intellectual
advance is a bent-double-shuffle. Come as best you are able into the place
where Christ has called you and let your Lord teach you to stand tall. Take up your space.
Lift Up
Your Sisters
Next,
as you take up your space, lift up your
sisters. I notice in this story that the result of contact with Jesus is
that a person gets taller. I also notice that the ruler of the synagogue (v.14), the man who is already the tallest
hog at the trough, gets upset. In fact, I notice that the same verb tenses
describe the responses of these two individuals. The New Revised Standard
Version comes closest to getting the translation right: Just as the woman "began (and presumably
continued) praising God," the ruler "kept saying to the crowd." From
this, I would deduce on the one hand that the mark of Christ's presence in my
own life is that the people around me get taller as well. I would deduce on the
other hand that the mark of Christ's absence in my own life is that I try to
look tall by keeping those around me short!
The
problem with Christian scholarship is that far too often, as we learn to take
up our space, we encounter the desire
to cramp those who continue to seek their
space. Also, if we are unwilling to make the necessary effort to stand up
ourselves, or are uncertain of our ability to do so, we want to compensate by
making sure everyone else stays bent over. Legendary football coach Vince
Lombardi said that fatigue makes cowards of us all. I would add that insecurity
makes jerks of us all.
Now
this may be fine in the secular academy where Darwinian competition and
draconian condemnation rule the culture, but such spine-twisting territorialism
has no place in the presence of Our Lord. The mark of Christlikeness is not your
solo soaring as a single star student, but your contribution to an active,
straight-shouldered, full-throated, stiff-spined community of fellow-students
in your immediate vicinity.
If your
colleagues get shorter around you, if your enacted theology kinks them into
commas that pause before speaking, or quirks them into question marks that make
every declaration a request for permission, then you have ceased to be the
incarnation of Christ and have become instead an enraged ruler who forgets
whose synagogue it is in the first place. But if the grades of those who study
with you steadily climb like marks up the pantry door, if their comments in
class quickly begin to eclipse your own, if they suddenly speak out and you
find them standing so tall that you can now look up to them and be glad to do
so, then perhaps indeed in you Jesus visits the classrooms of this place.
I
commend to you the advice given by George MacDonald in his poem, "Willie's
Question":
I will tell you the only plan
To climb and not to fall:
He who would rise and be greater than
He is, must be "servant of all".
Turn it each way in your mind,
Try every other plan,
You may think yourself great, but at length you'll find
You are not even a man....
Be admiral, poet, or king,
Let praises fill both your ears,
Your soul will be but a windmill thing,
Blown round by its hopes
and fears."
Conclusion
A
windmill thing/Blown 'round by its hopes and fears; whipped into a whirl of happiness by the latest word of praise from a professor or torqued into a tornado of jealousy if the kudos go to someone else: That is not the fullness of
life promised in the Kingdom of Heaven, and I urge you not to stand for it.
Take up your space! Lift up your sisters!
And one day you will stand before the Throne of Grace to take the only final
exam that counts, and you will hear your Lord say, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me. Well done, good and faithful servant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many
things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord. (Mt 25.40, 23)
Dr. Jackson, I am so grateful that, though I am not your student at SCS, I can't still learn from your wisdom.
ReplyDeleteYour words, and Pastor Rothaus's exegesis, form a nexus for many lessons God is teaching me. Thank you for reminding me that Truth learned becomes Truth lost if it is not Truth lived.
Robert - There is more than one way for someone to be a student, and I am pleased if I can make any contribution to your formation as a minister. Thank you for your encouraging comments!
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